Nampaknya no family time this and next weekend as I have been assigned to bring a group to somewhere I wish I can take my sweethearts.
Hi beautiful people, ....
Mmg admit these days I kurang dapat play time with AlFarrel. Apart that the reason yang I'm a working mom, AlFarrel is growing up. Dia bukan mcm mcm dulu-dulu lagi masa tak pandai jalan n merangkak. Masa tu I conquer la dia aktiviti dia and I can do what ever I want towards him!! *kiss/cuddle/gomol/huggyy! Tapi sekarang dah pandai jalan, nak explore semua benda and very very independent. I pon tak suka nak restrict his activity so I let him go and experience sendiri. Nak peluk nak cuddle nak hug nak kiss lama lama mcm masa baby dulu dah tak dapat sangat. Luckily, I still breastfeed and that's the only quality time to rub my child. hehe . Slowly dia growing and learn byk benda. Imagine nanti kalau dia dah tadika, lagi la mcm mana kan. *skrg ni I terasa pulak masa Abah let go of me to Fadhil. Macam mana la agaknya rasa tu kan. Ouch! Sedihnya. Rasa nak menangis pulak. As I mmg rapat sangat sangat dengan Abah. Haiiii.... Please don't cry, Putri!
Okay point I sebenarnya, I really really miss you AlFarrel. I really miss your first 9months masa I tak kerja. Heaven sangat. There's a time bila I positive sgt dengan benda-benda ni. And there's a time juga bila I sangat-sangat down and emo about this. That's what life is all about. Sometime it goes up, and sometimes it goes down. At least I know the game. Pwwf! Leganya dapat tulis entry ni. Thanks for ya time reading this, I appreciate ya ears for listening!
Tribute to this entry, here's some pictures we had few weekends back. I wish to have more time with you Al.
This was when I sang 'The wheel on the bus' And he was damn happy knowing that he's actually on a bus! Haha.
Mini me :) Mini Fadhil coming out soon insyaAllah. Allah knows best :)
Qif, AlFarrel ajak lawan Ultraman! :) Hehe
My barneyyyy hugggg!!!!!
Swimming lesson with Ayah :)
Little family in action! :)
Towards the end. AlFarrel needed a hug and carry him!
Gone baby gone :)
That's pretty much about it! Thank you for reading and see you next post!
I love you AlFarrel, eventhough I know macam mana mana pon nanti you mesti cari Bonda kan :) I'm your forever lover!